The long night.

it's the like 8 of sept alr! yeah wondered how many wks ago ever since i blogged. yeap I'm in the midst of my hols; yet not. I've been busy with ppl and studies; sleep and eat, and i bathe regularly of course!

i enjoyed myself every much these weeks thou I'm very stressed out bout' prelims & O's, O's and prelims ._.

there's just too may to be blogged bout'.

i'll just update on today's.

i went to the polyclinic to check out my ass.
got a referral to SGH; praying hard i wont need a op.

studied with my friend and my bro came along.
we made a din outta' it :D

it's gonna be 2am now. seeing that my body clock' is very screwed up.
i've quitted being always online.
Javin will ace her _________!

Happy a wk birthday in advance xiao di!
celebrated his birthday and got him a goft set :D

there's like the "BUFFET" and the steamboat!
there's tibits and the cakes, the drinks and the manymany..
conclusion: FATTENING ._.

family & relatives anddd many others came as well,
i wanttt the s'pore flyers FREE tickets!

did coursework till 3am? -dying-

Caught THE PROPOSAL last night @ dte!
THUMBS UP!! omg, it's damn funny!

enjoyed dinner with you know who you're!

i went home half way thru the sch hrs.
Daddy came to fetch me to the clinic, brought food and we headed home.
aft which i fell asleep and woke up with a bad headache.

satisfied someoneeee! :D

O's chinese results are out!
B4 and merit for oral.
Thank God thou im not satisfied.
Thanks mum & dad for the encouragement & that little bit of luck.

shepherding and back home.
my class is a lame class.
my babe is a babe.

Javinnnn is Tireddddddddd!

oh gosh. my whole post was gone and now i've to retype. i hate blogger.

EAST BC PRAYER MEET @ church office on friday :)
dinner and slept on bus back home :)
steak in the mid night :)

lunch @ pomo after service on sat :)
slacked at centrepoint macs :)
walked the street of orchard road :)
talked "crap" @ night while planning for next morning :)

GYM on sun morning with sporty people :)
Dim Sum for breakfast with my family :)
met up again with the sporty people @ Wild Wild Wet :)
am on cloud 9 with the answer :)
studied over my place :)
had a great time fighting, sleeping and laughing :)

EAST C RETREAT @ ION ORCHARD SWENSENS :)
ALL THE ICE CREAM, CAKES ETC. OF BUFFET MAKES ME FAT.
(how am i gonna lose 4kg this month? i wonder..)
met up "DARLING" to study and feel the breeze :)
received a lovely hand made keychain :)
a tag of promise :)
"home" :)

tonight is study night.

knowing that I'll stay up late.
I'll never fail to post.

there's many many things that's stuck on my head right now.
I'm loosing focus.

Dear God, let me just spend some time with you here..
mummy landed ytd night and brought back a lot of things for us. I'm really happy for the thoughts behind all these yet i ended up sleeping really late for entertaining such thoughts; letting my mind running wild. my morning was screwed up. by waking up late. still, i wanna thank you for helping me to reach sch early. the whole day i spend in class was almost sleeping in. felt super unfruitful. there are several assignments on hand and I'm not here nor there. currently stucked on coursework for tomorrow's consultation. cause i don wanna face them, i took time off ytd and today to shop. I'm still very very affected by things ard me; things that are going on. I'm in no mood for anything right now. but God, help me to be discipline. help me understand that in all the things that i do, be it struggling to come out with evaluation for coursework or doing physics papers, geo essay or ss seq, I'm worshipping you Lord. amen.

now, i wanna eat cookies.

i prefer buying.

cause' im not satisfied.

getttting fatter each day!

new clothes might not be able to wear alr!

random before sleeping.

it's normal.

chiong hwk tonighttttt!

it's 2 mins before 12.

i want my cookies!!

kinda missing you guys alr... the smarties :D

the mid wk post!

wonder wad i have done.

the highlights:

-mummy flew to HK on sun morning!

-watched fireworks with some of the East B and A!

-love TOPMAN on monday!

just had caregroup today and again i failed to reach sch. i hate mthly cramps.

i love TOPMAN. i love bright COLOURS. i love TEE. i love BUTTONS.

can't wait mommy to be back. or maybe the gifts.

gonna be busy with studies. tht means even lesser post.

saddist blog. whyyy.

i did not go to sch today.
felt like there's so much to do.

one more thing..
i thought cactus is supposed to be strong?
looks like im wrong.

so weak. so soft.

ended home earlier than the usual later on a sat night just for the sake of my coursework!
and YES! i can finnally say that im gonna wash my hands of you aft tmr's submission!

slept in later the next morning and drove down to JB in the afternoon.
tht's when my craving goes "gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.." and this goes on and on and on! (even till today)

had a GREAT time spend with my family. esp. the pocket buring part and the seafood eating part. LOVES the chilli there, like always, the crabs and the chicken, and the mee, and the prawns and the sotong and the manymanymany!

brought a Jacket 79.00RM (buy one get another free)
= 30bucks sing? = one for 15bucks! OMG! good buy :D
5 comics @ 11 sing!
a Graphic tee
ear studs
got my phone repaired and the BEST part is i get to plug in!

and im still not satisified ._.

so, JAVIN went to bugis with sly to buy even more!

a pair of jeans
2 graphic tee

they are loves!

before tht, let me tell you a dumb story.

actually both of us meet up to catch the movie 'fighting'.
but we ended up buying 'personal effects' - suck from the starting.

so we decided to crash.
and we "left for the toilet" and when to the nearest one tht we can find.

God knows wad we are watching!
both of us are totally freaked OUT! i mean it. im dead serious.

it's the show 'sha ren fan' OMG.
we really felt "gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" wasted! the worst that we've ever watched.
even harry potter suck, we din feel this way before!

but yeah, we went shoppppping! feeling so much better :D

there's still more to get!!

even thou sch started on the wl note. like followed the wrong timetable, it's a cool start with really funny memories to last for the wk :) enjoyed.

this wk had past really fast and woah, so quickly cause' I've been waiting for today(fri) to arrive to get my hair done and not screwed :)

hahaha, pardon me for not updating. I've been really busy. or maybe not so. trying to pack my wk once again with many many stuffs like before. I'm a busy woman. many says I'm a slacker. how true is that? well, very.

have been struggling a lot a lot between things. many. lately.
yeah, and still wanna give thanks. thank God that he is still ard.

mann, wanna be close to perfect and let God fill that imperfection of me. it's bout' 0146am currently. I'm supposed to be typing my coursework away and hit the send button before service.

and since nth can be squeezed out from my brain for juices, i shall blog :)

went to get a good cut with mom at raffles this afternoon and yeah, I'm quite happy with my looks :D before that we went to have desert! mango sago is really good :) had dinner with her and 2 of her friends and one of them is my hairstylist! how cool is that? steamboat wasn't really good, i couldn't eat any beef, and i hate 'yang'. esp. the stetch of it. suck. but really enjoyed myself with a bunch of "aunties" HAHA. they rock! lol! got my "show off" watch to be repaired too :)

2 days before i was resting and intended to do some work but in the end i got down to serious business in facebook. yeah if you're brought from me, you'll know wad i meant xD yeah, just to relax myself. cause' am just so pissed to do anything at all. pissed at? almost every single thing.

Tues we have cg over my place. and was a time that in a very long time i led many many or in fact not so. but those insane ppl lit up my life :) -monopoly deal just rock my socks heh :D shall rmb to bring it along with me to service!

oh talking bout tht, wanxin is joining us as well! mannnn, now i feel like squeezing her till all her fats drop. hahaha I'm no pervert. just that she should thank me for losing many many pounds :) will she ever read this before service? or I'll be the one kena squeezed :x

i flew to new york on monday night and had dinner there. just not good. maybe i shall try some other food instead :) speaking of which- I'm craving for cotton wool? candy cotton? idk wad's tht... Oh! Candy floss! yes! but I'm currently v. full. i just finished a bar of chocolate. just to keep myself energised. shucks. i can never lose weight will i? aye.. diet starts tomorrow.

just think bout' wad if coursework is like a blog? it would have made my life easier. whyyy is it not? i shall make it happen :)

gonna catch the next night ride and I'll update again, very soon :)

yay! vivian, heeyoung and jasmine converted on sat!

rendition service was really cool! love Jwalk and the song 'why you so like that' is stuck in my head :O

we had east BC huddle and played amazing race! the best part is, we won!! hahaha, ate our lunch tgt at pomo :) (the food service suck)

and also, we headed to parklane to play pool!

mannnnn! i so wanna play a table of it nowww!

the shocking part was..

luanchun, xiangying, they can play really well!

had rocho and rush for the last train home.

mummy was kinda unhappy. but she heated up food. and i was full. yet i still finish wad's on my plate. sounded ironic but im really happy.

jogging next morning with my family.. no, i mean today(sunday), ate breakfast tgt and brought stuffs from popular! haha, i've got the monopoly deal :)

sth just happened just now. God, i pray that you'll watch over my mum. amen.

school's tmr. oh gosh. there's fnn. God, help me to complete them.

nights.

seriously, idk wad's with blogger. im really pissed. am really thinking of changing to maybe wordpress? livejournal? xanga? (which have nvr came across my mind till ying(space)jie mention it) maybe you wanna vote. hahaha

well for the past days was really happening mann!

just short updates on some really really memorable stuffs that i did :)

mon- 3-D ice age with Agnes Lim, the effect was awesome hahaha and funny. worth watching & i enjoyed myself :D

tue- Caregroup over Cher's hse!

wed- Harry Potter and the Half-Blood-Prince with EastC2! yeahh, thou it's way below expectations, i really enjoyed watching with the ppl!

thurs- i slacked at home : supposed to complete my coursework but i ended up watching videos hee. (tht's very bad)

fri- today's P.E. we played skipping rope!! HAHAHA using the rope tht hangs frm pole to pole for ball games. and 4-5 ppl are jumping at the same momentum!

-seriously thinks that it's God's plan. tht he sent an 'angel' (a chem teacher tht speaks my language) HAHA this means tht i love chem and i'll see her even more often :D

-evaxed aft sch. thinks tht it's super unfruitful. but, God blessed. cause' at the last moment, vivian texted me again and said to join us tmr for RENDITION!

yayness. praying in the spirit. am very excited. (umm.. this feeling. yes, this.) i'll catch it and hold it dear to my heart.

if you are reading my blog, this shows tht you're super duper free. so, jio me nowwww. i mean nowwwwww! :D (ps. i know there's lots of silence readers here. HAHA.)

sat was very.very.very. fruitful!
all thanks to sly, i understand ORGANIC CHEM for the 1st time in my whole entire life! ;D

today i was at teadot, done with almost all of my essay ques!

hahahaha my sky...
Thank God for giving me strength for the past wk. and i pray tht i will start my wk right with you this coming wk :D (in just a few more mins away..)

oh mannn, im craving for clothes and more clothes and more..

!!

I'm. worn. out. I'm. worn. out. I'm. worn. out.
but..
I have Jesus with me i have Jesus with me i have Jesus with me :D

Thank God he brought me through execution for coursework part B!
I'm now left with research to be completed and 2 evaluations to finish my WHOLE 'eww' coursework of my entire life!
that's such a freaking good news! oh mannnn.. i really do pray that i will survive even if it kills all my entire brain cells in my brain.

met some ppl, here and there and i went house visitation! yayness :D
i know she's surprised and she's very happy.

Thank God for using me! :)

Jav, enjoy studying with you-know-who-you-are! :D
yay, she now loves to study :)
althou, she lags. HAHA.

oh mannn.
I WANT'S'
:shades
:new eyewear
:a 'workable' watch
:clothes from top man & uni qlo
:pair of new shoe
:a new shape; in a new size

._. i felt the adrenaline pumped through my body and (i made a decision) I could have never imagined doing. With sheer determination...

monday evening out for shepherding @ yoshi!
combo meal is superb!! :D yayyyness!
had a great dinner, a yummy teaching! heh heh :)

today's mcg was enjoyable!
running all ard tampines like mad and not forgetting AWESOME pictures taken!
will update more with the pictures! :)

wanna thank God even thou today's O' chi oral was a screwed up BIG Time, i know God's with me :)

also wrote a card to my bro that God has put in my heart while i bathed just now. how weird is tht. still, im amazed by what i've written. HAHA.

okay, many many work to be catched up. i pray tht God, you will give me loads of wisdom!

lastly, idk if God wants me to overcome my fear of the most disgusting thingy on earth..
oh mannn! God i don't wanna be insomnia just like last night 'fighting' with the disgusting lizard.
i don't wanna live in the same room as tht disgusting thing! i pray for it to go shoo!! ._.

today is short.
-went out of the house tgt with my mum.

Feeling: unappetised if there's no such word, it would be unappetising.
mann.. i feel live vomiting this few days.
in short: not feeling good.

time to mug alr!
until i get home ltr.
i guess..

i regreted. (i know i can't)
im sorry dad.

have you ever looked in to the mirror and don't know who is that in the mirror?
what's your last words for me if im gonna die today?
tell me! i wanna know!

cause' im afraid i'd regret if i do sth wrong. don't wanna feel this way ever again.

There is more than one form of sleep.
Sometimes we are awakened by
-blessings: an unexplained healing
-suffering: God would later reveal himself after he "hurted" your physical self.
But each moment that we live outside the awareness of God's presence is a kind of sleepwalking, which is why Paul wrote, "wake up, O sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you."
Some body's eyes get opened to the fact that God is right here in this ordinary place, with this ordinary person.

oh mannn.. how i long for tht'.

TODAY I PLAYED MONOPOLY WITH CHER, CAROLINE, RACHEL, LIXUAN & LINLIN!

They came over my hse aft sch and we played for hrs! yeahhh man, i love board games. like seriously, 'bored' games play with fun people are never boring! heeee :D

i broke my top record!
$7836

yayyyness!

i need a morning call tomorrow badly!

i need you over ~~badly~~! HAHA!

Twit me!